"I just want to set you on fire so I don't have to burn alone, maybe then maybe then you'd see where I'm coming from"

Class today, this won't be long gotta finish getting ready.

ADK thing tonight

music friends

sleep hopefully

Song of the Day:  Utada/Firebomb Mash up by Meghan Tonjes

"It's just the world is quiet so hush we both can't fight it It's us that made this mess why can't you understand? Woah I won't sleep tonight. "

No working out at all this week.  But I feel tons better.

Work was crazy today and busy but it was good.

Class all weekend and it's homecoming, forgive my lack of enthusiasm.

I want to take a nap and relax all weekend.  Why can't that be arranged! 

Song of the Day:  Animal by Neon Trees

"Kamikaze airplanes in the sky Are we going down or will we fly This could be a ship wreck on the shore Or we could sail away forevermore This time it's sink or swim"

I forget how much I love singing til I can't for days.

Singing voice is back!

Lifegroup was good as always I was a little out of it tho.

Still no insanity.  Maybe this is our week break.

Class this weekend and homecoming sure am glad I'm not in charge this year.

I'm playing music for the ADK thing too so....neat lol

I guess that's all

Song of the Day:  Sink or Swim by Tyrone Wells

"Her blonde hair was a setting sun her mascara was born to run you got scared when she started to show one more thing you'll have to let go"

Still sick so no insanity today

Will be starting it back up tomorrow morning probably.

It's wednesday which means lots of good things

Burritos, hopefully a good chapel, topic day!, and life group.

I really do love weds.

Well I'm going to go get ready now.

Song of the Day:  Could've been worse by Matthew Ryan

"With everything, With everything we will shout for your glory"

I know I know I didn't post yesterday.

It's been crazy and I've been sick.

Late start for schools which means late start for work.

I am so tired it's like I can't get enough sleep.

We didn't do insanity this morning or yesterday because we're both sick.

I'm hoping for better weather and better health tomorrow.

Song of the Day:  With Everything by Hillsong United

" I'm just looking for shelter You're just holding my hand if I hold you You don't have to belong here We'll just know when it's right, when it's right"

The show went really good on Friday..I think anyways.

I had a lot of my friends there so it was really fun and to do the request thing it went really well.

I still don't take breaks when I sing oh well

Yesterday was fun and relaxing didn't do much besides see a movie clean my room and study a little at the brew.

Today is church, work and studying while working, movie and then I have no idea.

I am so thankful for the weekends.

Song of the Day:  Looking for Shelter by the good old war

"How do you sleep while the city's burning Where do you go when you can't go home"

No insanity today, it's okay though I kind of welcomed the break I got to wake up on my own without an alarm well...after my 5:45 one went off and there was no movement or lights on from my room mate getting out of bed.

Show tonight, I'm so excited.  I just want to do my best and really push myself.

I need to run through a lot of my songs today and there are still more that need printed out good thing i'll have 3 hours to prepare!

Song of the Day:  Fire on the mountain by Rob Thomas

"I put the pedal to the metal as the sun goes down. Leave everybody sleepin in this sleepy town tonight, and at the break of day, I'll be a runaway!"

Insanity today, didn't want to get up but did anyways.

I'm getting ansty about friday.

I'm just ready for it, will be working on music tonight as much as I can!

It'll probably be a lot of short blogs til friday is over. 

I feel like I need to be saying more profound things but I can't think of anything.

Song of the Day:  Runaway by Love and Theft

"It’s your disbelieving eyes locked in concrete miles It’s your yawning conscious and your lawyer’s smile It’s an occupied country, foaming at the mouth"

Insanity was good and hard today.

I got a nap today it was glorious.

Life group was awesome as always.

I'm so ready for friday, I have high hopes!


Song of the Day:  Another bag of bones by Kevin Devine

"Girl with a bird she found in the snow that flew up her gown, and that's how she knows that God made her eyes for crying at birth then left the ground to circle the earth"

Insanity went good today it was hard but good.

Today's gonna be busy busy but I'm ready for it.

No class this week so I'm trying to work on music throughout the week to get ready for friday.

After friday it's ALL studying.

I really need to get busy.

That is all for now I guess.


Song of the Day:  Boy with a coin by Iron and Wine

"lately i’ve been thinking lately i’ve been dreaming with you i’m so resitant to this type of thinking oh, now it’s shining through"

Yesterday was Vday, Vday made me fat with all the candy crap laying around.

Thanks vday.

Other than that, it was a good day.

Had lunch with a friend, worked on some music, cleaned

And finished my night watching captain ron and eating good food with Kels.

Today is Monday and this week, I'm going to give it all I got.

Insanity went good this morning, well "good"  It was really hard but I made it through!

Time to goto work!

Song of the Day:  Ghost by Howie Day

"I want everything to be so clean, so clean"

Welcoming the weekend, no insanity!

Got to see a good friends last night, miss everyone being in the same place.

I wish that we could all be in a really close area for the rest of our lives but that's such an unrealistic thought.  But these types of friends, you'll have for life.

Have you ever felt on the edge of something that could potentially be so big and life changing that you can't even begin to take that step out?

I feel like change is right on the tip of my tongue and with each day I'm becoming more and more okay with it.

That's all for now.

Song of the Day:  Clean by Pete Yorn and Scarlett Johannsson

"I knew it from the start, you'd be the one to break my heart"

Insanity cardio recovery this morning thank goodness.

Man I have no energy!!

Class tonight and tomorrow.

Then I have no clue.

I don't have much else to say.

Song of the day:  The Start by Meghan Tonjes

"You can go heavy on me and I will not weigh you down, down, down"

Insanity Plyo was really hard today harder than last week, I think that my body is just so worn out.  If I lay back down it's so hard to get back up after working out.

I couldn't sleep last night it was really annoying.

When you wake up at 5:45 going to bed after midnight just isn't enough sleep.

It's thursday, class this weekend.

Oh it's also snowing..again.

Song of the Day:  Heavy by Holly Brook

"We will we will rock you, rock you"

Did Insanity this morning, we did the fit test and the cardio abs not too bad.  My legs are still sore form running!

Today's been a good day!

I don't really have much else to say though.

Song of the Day:

We will rock you by Queen

"Between the noise you hear And the sound you like Are we just sinking in an ocean of faces?"

I ran a mile and a half yesterday AFTER doing insanity yesterday morning!!

Insanity this morning was HARD.  Pure cardio is by far the hardest so far I can never do it all.  Someday....

I've decided that something that's always pointless is arguing with ex's over why things ended.  Everyone has their own side and hey if you've moved on then why do you care if the other one believes your side or whatever?  Just let it go already!

Anyways That's my mini rant for the day.

I'm hoping to get some real work done today!

Biggest Loser tonight yeah yeah!

Song of the Day:

All the right moves by One Republic

"don't you ever come back don't you ever come don't you"

Just finished insanity it was good today wasn't quite ready for it but I made it out alive!

I have to go into work early so I'm already showered just have to get ready.

I wish I had time to nap today...that'd be really neat.

Do you know that feeling where someone is asking you what's wrong or what you're thinking and you can't even begin to say what it is?  They mean well but usually just end up pushing until you're annoyed.

I think that this happens a lot to me because I'm not a talker.  I talk in waves.  However I feel like when my waves come I tend to either have no one to listen to them at the time or I get talked over. 

If I have something to say or I have a story especially if it's about something deep I usually will have a moment of sharing now in that moment if I get talked over or not listened to I usually tuck whatever it is back in and just say that it was nothing.

I don't know why this is or why I get so sensitive.

I think that people use the excuse of "I'm (as in me) am not a talker" as to why they don't ASK me things.

I'm not even saying people, I just have a few select people in mind when I say this.

I am a listener, I love listening to people but it's gotta be a two way street, at least ask, even if I have nothing to say.

I guess that's my Monday mini rant.  Til next time!

Song of the day:

What's Happening by Alpha beat

"Cus when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even"

Did post yesterday!  Sorry it was busy

I am currently up in the radio station recording woo!! It's actually been really good.

Super bowl is tonight meh, but good food and good people.

That's all for now.

Song of the day:

Break Even Cover by Caleb Lovely

"Sorry I can not hear you I'm kinda busy, I'm kinda busy"

Did insanity cardio recovery this morning.

It's nice and slow and easy going.  It's still a challenge but it's stretching and yoga.  It's a nice break from crazy cardio.

Work was long today it just felt lonnng.

So much to do this next week but I'm trying not to think about it and just focus on the weekend and just take it one day at a time and enjoy what I can. 

I'm trying not to get back into my rut because I'm feeling overwhelmed so I'm trying to just fill my weekend with good times. 

Okay I'm tired of typing time to study.

Song of the day:

Telephone Cover (orig by gaga) by Meghan Tonjes

"Think less but see it grow, like a riot like a riot oh, I'm not easily offended, it's not hard to let it go, from a mess to the masses"

Insanity was super hard today think about P90x plyo meets insanity.  SO HARD but so good.

I am really starting to feel my body wear down.  I am trying to sleep as much as I can but it's hard sometimes.  I feel like I have no time, I know that this is dramatized a little and I actually do have SOME time. 

Mission for today and the days to follow:

Utilize my time wisely and take every moment in especially the moments that I have free.

Song of the day:

Lizstomania by Pheonix

"Bring me your love tonight..."

Did Insanity this morning it was really good but hard.

I was so tired that I took a 2 hour nap.

Guitar lessons today, I love teaching it, its fun!

I love the song for the day, the first time I really listened to it, I was in my car today rainy weather, wet streets, I couldn't help but tear up.  It was so beautiful.

Sometimes things happen in life that just make you stop inhale a really deep breath and just be thankful for choices that you have made or haven't made for the best.

Song of the day:

As much as I ever could by City and Colour

"I lay you down on the cold ground, I pray that something picks me up and sets me down in your long arms"

Didn't do insanity today...um I woke up at 7:37am with no recollection of a alarm going off at 5:45... weird.

Anyways long day ahead

I need to be getting ready now!


Short blog today

Song of the Day:

Set the fire to the third bar by Snow Patrol

"I let it bang bang"

Gasp!  I didn't post yesterday!  Opps my bad.

Did insanity this morning it went great!  I am actually still energized and motivated to work out so I'm going later to lift and maybe do some form of cardio to warm up.

I'm getting out of my rut.

Thank goodness it was really annoying me.

I refuse to sink into that mind set I had last year around this time.

Anyways busy and exciting day thus far!

Going back to work.

Song of the day:

Revolver by Madonna feat:  Lil Wayne