"don't you ever come back don't you ever come don't you"

Just finished insanity it was good today wasn't quite ready for it but I made it out alive!

I have to go into work early so I'm already showered just have to get ready.

I wish I had time to nap today...that'd be really neat.

Do you know that feeling where someone is asking you what's wrong or what you're thinking and you can't even begin to say what it is?  They mean well but usually just end up pushing until you're annoyed.

I think that this happens a lot to me because I'm not a talker.  I talk in waves.  However I feel like when my waves come I tend to either have no one to listen to them at the time or I get talked over. 

If I have something to say or I have a story especially if it's about something deep I usually will have a moment of sharing now in that moment if I get talked over or not listened to I usually tuck whatever it is back in and just say that it was nothing.

I don't know why this is or why I get so sensitive.

I think that people use the excuse of "I'm (as in me) am not a talker" as to why they don't ASK me things.

I'm not even saying people, I just have a few select people in mind when I say this.

I am a listener, I love listening to people but it's gotta be a two way street, at least ask, even if I have nothing to say.

I guess that's my Monday mini rant.  Til next time!

Song of the day:

What's Happening by Alpha beat